Lost Soul Swimming in a Fish Bowl

A lost soul trying to find its way through life.

It's about 4:15 AM now. I am sitting in the library studying. I have been at this school for 3 years now and this is the first time where I have actually spent legit time at the library studying. I thought this exam was going to be easy but apparently not. And I don't how much info is actually going through. I guess I will find out in about 9 hours.


I am so excited to sleep and catch up on the episode of Jersey Shore I missed tonight. That show is hilarious. I don't condone violence but I am sad that they decide to take out the scene where one of the girls gets punched. It shocked me but I couldn't stop replaying that scene.

Christmas is almost here and I am going home in a few days in time for Christmas. That reminds me, still gotta do some shopping.

Stuff go wrong at no other time it couldn't go wrong. I have an exam in about 9 hours, open book exam, so the best way to be ready is to print whatever you think is necessary as the book doesn't always cover what the prof talks about in class. And me, I don't go to class often. Actually I start out good but by mid semester, I only go to the classes that are mandatory most of the time. So I left work tonight thinking I would print the few slides that I don't have yet at home. Get home and the ink runs out. Now I knew, a few weeks ago, that the printer would run out of ink because around exams time, I print out most of what happened in class during the semester. So I bought an ink cartridge, but I realise tonight it was the wrong one. I will off to the library in a few hours and print them there and return this cartridge. I will pressure my parents to buy it for me at christmas time. But for now I guess I will use the printers at the library. I hope my printing habits in the next few days doesn't go over 20$ (price of the cartridge).

Let me start by telling you a story.


There was once a woman who ruled a kingdom, the Queen. She always got mad at around the same time of the year and punished her citizens.

I am making a comparison to Mother Nature. She had been nice up till now. And all of a sudden, BOOM, we got snow, cold, basically winter is here. That was the surprise I had Thursday. I knew it was going to be cold, but not THAT cold. I hadn't gone outside the house since Monday. And we had a snowstorm tuesday/wednesday.

I am basically hibernating as much as i can. I hate having the wind burning me.

On another note, I found a whole lot of new blogs. True, I haven't been in the blogsphere in a while except to see the updates on the ones I follow. So between exams, I will be discovering new lives.

Had my first final today and it went okay. Remember those days when you knew you actually nailed your exams? Yeah those don't exist anymore for me. I actually dont want to think about it after I am done with them. At least not until when we get our marks back. And bitch, I am starting my finals and people are already done. Where is the justice in that? My last exam is the 22nd and not going home until the 23rd. I feel bad for people who have theirs on the 23rd. Yeah, ladies and gentleman, our university scheduled finals the 23rd at 7 at night.

That is all about the updates i can think off. On another subject, me and the dancer (i think thats what i called him) we talk now and then. But these past few weeks, it has been short. He has been making an effort but I was a bit stressed. So I kind ignored him, well not really but just gave him short responses and cut our convos short.

Again, did I say how flipping cold it is outside but so nice and warm inside?