Lost Soul Swimming in a Fish Bowl

Ok so this might be a bad idea. But I wanted to write all this stuff down before I forget and then I will get back to studying. So today I watched The Tyra Banks Show. She is like the new Oprah. Don't get me started about how Oprah's show took a turn. Anyway today's show was about these obese children. I mean, over overweight. One of them was like 250 pounds overweight weighing in at just over 400 pounds. This made wonder. Being me, I went upstairs a few hours later and measured my weight. Now this was a scary result. I am dangerously close to the bit 2-0-0, more close than I would like. Been a fat kid, then went to this phase where I was growing and so the weight was becoming more proportionate to my height. But since I started university, the weight has been piling on. I let myself go over 180 during the first year semester of first year. By the end of first year, I hadn't 190 yet. And then last semester I was at an average of 190 with standard deviation of 2-3 pounds (gotta love stats). So for the most part of this year, its been fluctuating but hasn't gone over 193. And then today, BOOM!!! Weight is an issue that I need to resolve and I haven't been happy with my own for a while. Yeah I have hated my own weight for a while but have been working on it. This is just a minor setback. I need to take this 2 exams this week and then back at it.